Late-seventies giving off the perfumed soap and talc was it? He rather than the Batam lasses. Hands stretched across the table liver-spotted; over the bald pate darker raised spots more prominent again. Touching the hand of the nearer woman, the one within reach opposite—tap, tap, tap and lingering. Fly-weight in shirt, slacks, socks and shoes; dye some weeks old. (Astounding of course in the case of a few sparse strands; the last comb-over might have been forty years ago.) Stainless watch-band below polyester sleeves rolled on the forearms. For his out-of-use English the man needed to dig deep and in delivering tighten his jaw to emit. You-are-going-back-to-Australia…. How-long-will-you-stay there?.... I-see, before turning back to the ladies. Both forefingers pointing close for emphasis. Clerk in a storeroom on the docks hazard the guess, meagre retirement funds. The flat up the road would be worth a pretty penny could it be winkled somehow, by hook or crook. (Of course a mistress had little chance against the children, especially a foreigner.) Lass returning the touch occasionally, keeping the fellow dangling, jiggling leg doubtless sensed under the table. Beside her the scarved support had dropped her head onto her forearm lying along the table edge like a dutiful dog, raising her eyes appropriately. Back in the day when the loneliness had not been evident and the man had kept nightly company with the old Chin-Malay, presenting as the quiet, sober sort, miser perhaps with the TV through the night, the fellow had told of his strict walking regime. Could you guess how old he was? What did you think?... (Such a number of ancients here well into their seventies and beyond still coming to terms with the number carried on their backs.) The bus was right there around the corner on Sims Avenue. But no; striding out afternoons and returning nights kept a chap in fine fettle. Completely out of character. Near two years striding past with his stand-by back to the flat before night proper descended. How had they turned the old widower out from his rut? Early-forties cartoon chipmunk voices, full-bodied, sleek-skinned and freckled both—Granddad was putty in their hands. Funds were lacking for a maid, doing his own laundry, polishing the shoes. I-see
Australian writer of Montenegrin descent en route to a polyglot European port at the head of the Adriatic mid-2011 shipwrecks instead on the SE Asian Equator. 12, 36, 48…80, 90++ months passage out awaited. Scribble all the while. By some process stranger than fiction, a role as an interpreter of Islam develops; Buddhism & even Hinduism. (Long story.)
Thursday, September 29, 2016
Perky Old Indian Clerk Risen from the Dead
Late-seventies giving off the perfumed soap and talc was it? He rather than the Batam lasses. Hands stretched across the table liver-spotted; over the bald pate darker raised spots more prominent again. Touching the hand of the nearer woman, the one within reach opposite—tap, tap, tap and lingering. Fly-weight in shirt, slacks, socks and shoes; dye some weeks old. (Astounding of course in the case of a few sparse strands; the last comb-over might have been forty years ago.) Stainless watch-band below polyester sleeves rolled on the forearms. For his out-of-use English the man needed to dig deep and in delivering tighten his jaw to emit. You-are-going-back-to-Australia…. How-long-will-you-stay there?.... I-see, before turning back to the ladies. Both forefingers pointing close for emphasis. Clerk in a storeroom on the docks hazard the guess, meagre retirement funds. The flat up the road would be worth a pretty penny could it be winkled somehow, by hook or crook. (Of course a mistress had little chance against the children, especially a foreigner.) Lass returning the touch occasionally, keeping the fellow dangling, jiggling leg doubtless sensed under the table. Beside her the scarved support had dropped her head onto her forearm lying along the table edge like a dutiful dog, raising her eyes appropriately. Back in the day when the loneliness had not been evident and the man had kept nightly company with the old Chin-Malay, presenting as the quiet, sober sort, miser perhaps with the TV through the night, the fellow had told of his strict walking regime. Could you guess how old he was? What did you think?... (Such a number of ancients here well into their seventies and beyond still coming to terms with the number carried on their backs.) The bus was right there around the corner on Sims Avenue. But no; striding out afternoons and returning nights kept a chap in fine fettle. Completely out of character. Near two years striding past with his stand-by back to the flat before night proper descended. How had they turned the old widower out from his rut? Early-forties cartoon chipmunk voices, full-bodied, sleek-skinned and freckled both—Granddad was putty in their hands. Funds were lacking for a maid, doing his own laundry, polishing the shoes. I-see
Tuesday, September 27, 2016
Whipped Senseless
Knowing this people now there really was no need for hesitation. Generous, forthcoming, direct orang ready for the encounter with the stranger. The stranger was nonesuch really to them; little danger in pulling their chain.
The young woman a month or so back had never left the mind—an indelible imprint. Observed from twenty metres distance in her passage across the road opposite Al Wadi walking against the hoarding for the mall being built that was supposed to be a focal point for the Malay community.
Tall, robust mini-Amazon; beautiful virago of her particular kind. Statuesque could be used for the prime force of nature embodied. Dear god and the angels all, the grenades that woman set off with each footfall as she passed on toward the market that afternoon. Pounding, hammering the pavement, shrapnel assailing the naked brain a short distance away; detonations that made one want to run for cover and hide would the shell-shock allow.
In Central Java in particular one had witnessed the remarkable gait. One of the older students of the Javanese and their ways had suggested at the time it was the dance the young girls had been taught in childhood that shaped the particular carriage.
There was no question of the woman at the Haig crossing being confused with her compatriot of the month before. This one was thin, not as tall. Even the slight slouch waiting for the green, even from the rear before the encounter, ruled that out.
Hair was not abundant. The Amazon had worn hers clasped high somewhere over her shoulder, perhaps another, second tie on her back. The Amazon's long fall of hair was loose and splayed out at a number of points along its line. (Haig was tightest knotting that almost made an observer blanch.) In motion, passing on strong pins along the path, the mane of the first had thudded twice along its expanse. Once at her midriff and then the second answering rhythmic undulation was down below her knees. (The Haig woman at the traffic lights cast down beyond the crook of the leg.)
Thudding and knocking. Almost audible over the road noise and that of the construction.
Excuse me. Selamat pagi.
Yes. Hello. Selamat siang.
A rare over-sleeping after the first early wake. (Some Chin turd jerk in a room a few doors down the corridor had taken a call around 5AM.)
Ah, ya. Siang ready.... Sorry to stop you asking.
The girls were contemporary slaves of course of the usual sort in domestic service, paid a pittance, starved often, beaten, subjected to all sorts of indignities. One's heart always went out to them—heart mixed with other bodily organs active sometimes.
Sorry, I must ask you. I am such-and-such, doing so-and-so. Sorry, ask you, ahmmm. Little hard question?...
Not a problem of any sort sir. By all means. Be my guest.
The answer was eleven years.
Not since 2005 when this woman may have still been a girl in her father's house had she performed such an operation. Of course she needs must know the precise date as well as year of the signal occasion.
She liked to keep her hair long, she explained. It must be troublesome, but that was how she liked it.
Wondrous. Rapunzel. Goldilocks. Samson was something else—he usually rose energised from the bedchamber; once betrayed by Delilah mere mortal again.
Magnificent.
Saturday, September 24, 2016
Obscenities
This brief is for Western audience only. An Eastern would not comprehend what all the fuss was about. Nothing to see here, move on.
We in the Balkans are among the top global place-getters for what here in the Tropics is termed obscenity. Or at least we consider ourselves of that rank. Australians are in the league somewhere too, but junior grade and certainly not vying for gold.
The vagina (polite form) of your mother; I f*** your mother/father/sister/goat/god/ saint front/behind; Suck on this &etc. &etc.
Poles and Russians are reputed high class.
Eventually one discovered the Chinese shared a great deal of precisely the same phrasing and vocabulary. (For years Chinese friends in Melbourne, housemates and others, had refused to utter the words, even in aid of philologic enquiry.)
In the case of Indians and Malays one had one's doubts; the latter in particular seemed to refrain entirely. Rather difficult to conceive for one so steeped. Of course class was always and everywhere a factor, naturally: the civilizing mission.
Inevitably after a number of long, open and extensive conversations this young woman in question here needed to be backgrounded. We in the Balkans let fly; are hardly alive if we don't; vigourous, excitable people. Australia not dissimilar &etc.
A relevant tale was the rapido forced adoption of English in the schoolyard when a boy from a migrant family was utterly bereft. The vulgarities conferred a cachet better than anything else and one certainly needed to comprehend what one was receiving; how and what to return &etc. Then shortly after in the street at a more refined household a young friend's mother had debarred entry because of her son's playmate's foul mouth. (The echoing street that was our playground betraying when one had no idea.)
Slow learning of fit and proper occasion, tailoring and restraint.
At one point in one of our latter conversations the young woman concerned here needed apology and some kind of explanation. Then two or three weeks afterward an illustration unfolding of the gulf between the habits and breeding (to use a term which has fallen into disuse on our side).
Among our common themes in conversation were race, colour, history, culture, colonialism from either perspective. The correspondences in the life journey were many.
One thing and many others, many, many, brought us to a particular usage that the young woman could not bring herself to articulate, to sound aloud. Impossible to befoul her mouth. (In another obsolete phrase our side.)
Term of abuse: Word starting with C. Go....
The first that naturally came to mind had not up until that point issued from the foul Balkan mouth in these exchanges. That particular stick of dynamite was a step too far. (The C-word with most men here, certainly with any woman was certainly, most definitely out of bounds.)
However the young woman had quickly assumed the first option and ruled it from contention.
— No, not the other C-word.
....Well, this was now a puzzle. For this chap a task set, never mind his literary bent. Crosswords, word plays and scrabbles not this man’s forte by any means.
Four letters like the other. Race, colour; perhaps in the British context she had said, and possibly of an earlier period.
The old Hindi song filtering through from the kitchen of the restaurant for thinking time....
In the end—as it turned out not especially prolonged—the penny did drop.
Good thing it did too because the girl was not going to deliver. Likely she would not produce it in written form either.
Oh. Ah! The single vowel, repeated. Ends with N?... Ooooh.
As any Australian would tell you, not one that traveled down to the great Southern land. We had plentiful others there.
The young woman had been to London, where there was some currency.
Had it been used in Singapore? back in the day? Wasn't it American? Did the U.S. troops on Rec. Leave here introduce?... But those troops were largely black to begin with.
Questions of etymology. The other is the point here.
Plenty of Balkan ladies swore like the proverbial troopers; then there were the gypsies, inventive and brilliant grandmasters of the art. Small children rocked on daddy knees were tutored. (What’s Mummy got? Where do we send her? (Get you to your mother's ——.)
There were few here in fact with whom one could let fly unrestrainedly. One thing to look forward to back in Oz, not to mention the rocky heights on the other continent.
Tuesday, September 20, 2016
Turning a Profit
Hasan M. Rawat, Slave Trade in Africa
Saturday, September 17, 2016
Marching Onward (confirmed Mar24)
Wednesday, September 14, 2016
Most Precious Stones
Near half two after lunch, the curry as usual causing the teh to sting the lips. Briefest light sprinkle of rain that none further under the awning at Al Wadi could possibly have noticed. A first of its kind come to think of it, one reflexively looked for corroborating evidence on the concrete path.
Mother hovered ever-present even in what was perhaps the altered weather on the equator.
One had a kapu studenog kamenja / cap of cold stone when one had nothing at all, when one was left bereft, cheated or denied. (A recent editor in India had pilfered a piece of work and published online when he had been expressly denied. Aduh! Without payment of course)
Svaki kamen mi smjeta.... When mad brother-in-law Mitar who beat his wife visited at granddad Rade's during his lucid periods, Gramps bit down on his rage and gall at the man, as his wife and children very well knew. Any reference to this brother-in-law enraged Granddad Rade, every rock roundabout raising his fury against the man. Every rock of which there were many, countless, the whole terrain peppered throughout. (There was no help for it: one either murdered the man or the sister endured. The Montenegrin hill country almost a century ago now we are talking.)
Granddad Rade's brother had also been named Mitar. This younger brother had died in the mines in California, after which Granddad Rade never uttered the name for the remainder of his long life.
It was likely in fact Rade's children were never called by name by either parent, it seems to have been a familial trait arising from superstition. The Greeks call it the evil eye that can be drawn with naming or identification of love. The ghost of brother Mitar hovering in the house unable to be forgotten.
Sharing the same ward in the hospital in Bab's last days was the Croat Ruza, Rose — the name of Bab's own mother. This woman immediately developed a fondness for the old Montenegrin and assumed the name of her son that she called nights was Marko.
— Mako, Mako all night long. The nurses had to move the old woman into separate quarters to give the other patients some peace.
Mako was an idiosyncratic endearment that one learned later was in fact inherited from Bab's own mother Rose. Bab was the eldest, the beautiful, later much-sought-after daughter, never called by name by either parent almost certainly. A particular familial trait, but also not uncommon in the higher hills of Montenegro. Care needed to be taken with too much love and cherishing, best not bring that to notice on every side.
The only son George was given the name of a dill by his hard taskmaster father Rade. George had a range of monikers, one being that borrowed from this poor daft lad of the neighbourhood. Donkey of course another. Hard taskmaster father, demanding and severe, especially where the girls were concerned. The ruse helped keep George and the others safe.
Precious few stones or rocks here on the little red dot of course. (Concrete was altogether another matter—mounted up to the sky. Mr. Mohammad on his bicycle who hated LKY and the PAP suggested Singapore was discernibly sinking such and such a measure year by year. Mr. M. wanted you to guess the figure.)
Hills non-existent. In the great land reclamation project the entire island had been leveled.
A good deal of colourful precious stones were worn by the Malays in particular, brilliant rubies, emeralds, ivories and azure blues — great spiritual power and safe-guarding conferred from the volcanic islands of the region. These big rocks were not all just showy dressing-up and adornment; the psyche could easily be misunderstood by a casual observer.
Strangest most strange fate to find in these equatorial quarters the closest parallels and reminders of the distant ancestral lands.
Tall friendly white guy, what else?
Monday, September 12, 2016
Mothers' Little Helpers
Wednesday, September 7, 2016
Massage Chair (Dec16 - updated Nov23)
City Plaza for the re-cycle bins, the old trannie uncle again blissfully dozing in the chair, soaking up the aircon. Even at that hour sticky-sticky-pooh much worse than the day before. With the stores not opening until ten, no fear of being moved on. Who needed the vibration to get the benefit of the plush faux-leather caressing tired bones. No need; keep the coin in the pocket. $2 x 6mins. $5/10 & $10/30, lying back up-tilted in orgasmic ecstasy. Indo maids, tourists, elderly uncles and aunties; foreign talent too sometimes took turns there. There was no human touch of course, no sweet caress; that cost a whole, whole lot more. For a limited budget, for those who could not afford better, a short pamper was delivered in the chairs. A few days before the founder of the empire had gained a mention in the newspaper for his wealth. The name may have been on the list of the kidnapper who took hostage the old mum of the supermarket tzar a couple of years before, currently facing the courts. (During the planning of his scheme the chap had identified potential targets and listed intended purchases from the expected ransom: mouth-watering condos, motors, phones, jewellery, brand watches…) Peanuts the chair mogul was forking out for the space beneath the escalators & corners of the malls; manpower unnecessary, apart from the weekly collect and cleaning. Retainers for the adjacent shop-keepers to shoo away free-loaders… The old uncle was a regular mornings in particular; later in the day man didn't like to make a nuisance of himself. The shutters went up soon after ten at City P.—Hour & half untroubled run. The sec. guys, cleaners and lip-stick gals at the lingerie & dress joints all knew uncle. Before they lit up properly, womb-dark within. Fridays & weekends the carts trading over the floor made things less comfortable. The transistor was not needed laid up in the chair here; that was for the benches on the Voids beneath Block 9 at the Haig evenings and later in the morning and afternoon around either side of 7. Batteries lasted a week perhaps; new the echo in the caverns was like celebrity showtime. Uncle ran them down to the last whisper, clutching the unit close against his ear. It was not difficult getting to like the Chiang Kai Shek genre, by no means the worst hit parade on the island.
NB. Three years later the massage mogul had installed alarms. Press your ass on his plastic without coin in the slot, steel for the sirens, Buster.
Monday, September 5, 2016
Wobbly at the Knees
Saturday, September 3, 2016
Some Joy
Looking forward to Rina's touch under the sheet on the morrow. Aircon turned up, clouds over the madrasa opposite and perchance a rain-storm with thunder later. Under the cover Rina reaches for the joystick and lingers at some length—ahem, good length—no hurry about it. The simple handling gives Rin straightforward and easy pleasure. It is not pleasure Rina is seeking to give; rather taking. Last couple of encounters no "ice-cream" has been required to get underway: all prompt and ready in quick-time. Grannie Rina—married in her early teens—continues to enjoy the ride, her own, evident pleasure adding appreciably to the whole. Returned back home for a month or two, her husband will be a come-down she laughingly admits. Old ready. Rin was his second wife and more than half his age. (A common Javanese story even today.) Two years ago at the last return Rin told of keeping the poor sod at bay by using the young grandchild who slept with her as pretext. After some extended exploration in the archipelago one guesses the jockey-mount is not so very common—Rin and her compatriots assume the post quite unbidden. Currently we have been attempting to arrange a few days together in Jogja. With flights so pricey and the project in JB hanging, Rin must be given the bad news tomorrow, which in fact might have the beneficial effect of raising the meeting to a higher plane still.