Australian writer of Montenegrin descent en route to a polyglot European port at the head of the Adriatic mid-2011 shipwrecks instead on the SE Asian Equator. 12, 36, 48…80, 90++ months passage out awaited. Scribble all the while. By some process stranger than fiction, a role as an interpreter of Islam develops; Buddhism & even Hinduism. (Long story.)
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
New Moon
In Indonesia religious authorities delayed the end of the Ramadan fast—putting back Idul-Fitr by twenty-four hours—because the moon was thought to lie too low in the sky on the thirtieth. The decision only made on the Monday, the twenty-ninth, when thousands upon thousands of people had already returned to their home towns for the great celebration. Much food of course wasted by the switch. Instant noodles we'll be feasting on, one frustrated house-wife complained in the newspaper.
A great deal of trouble and hardship. On the other hand, how utterly marvelous this restitution of the old cheesy moon to a place of primacy over the pitiless mechanical clock. The old lamp upstairs that guided all those who came before us. Late last night it had still not appeared in these Singaporean skies. Instead this morning in a late dream it arrived at about forty-five degrees, shining in a brilliant great orb behind fast moving clouds. In a revelatory moment before it disappeared, fantastic jewel shapes and colours were visible embedded within , gleaming and dazzling. A jewels of nature it seemed, a large spotted beetle carapace one side, and on the other hallucinogenically vibrant flower petals. More than enough to make up for spoilt food if the Indonesians could have been so lucky.
Through the window of the hotel at Joo Chiat the bulk and lines of the five storey car-park that filled the frame reminded of the wonderful Korean photographer Hyang Seo. Cream coloured, with a couple of small slots of pink and green on a pillar. Some piping was hidden by the paint; high up in a corner rusty bars drain the sky. The horizontals and verticals making an unexpected unity, a strange ideogram of some kind almost beautiful.
This place will be missed. With the ninety day visa up mid week departure planned for Tuesday, a bus to Malacca. The intention had been to stop at Johor Bahru first on the other side of the Causeway dividing the two countries—fifty years ago a single nation.
This afternoon Kay was the last in a line of people cautioning against Malaysia. Singaporeans generally consider it risky, women particularly. Gangs mentioned: Malaysian tough-guys instantly recognise a Singaporean visitor. How much easier a "white-face"? Kay asked.
Nevertheless. A Muslim country across the narrow water-way—have to see that.
Malacca first, then onto KL. JB skipped; it is worse than KL for crime, Kay declared.
Monday, August 29, 2011
Idul-Fitr
All the stalls hereabout will be packing up overnight. Good bargains to be had on this last night. Circling back home late afternoon some preliminary packing could be seen. That together with big reductions advertised on the improvised cardboard on the racks. The two lads selling the carpets—dozens of carpet outlets under the tarpaulins—at the Tanjong Katong opposite Lion City Plaza offered two minute portraits during the down-time. For a couple of bucks they will smooth out all wrinkles and blemishes. Both lads Indians, pacing over the stacks of carpets with their cartridge paper, calling out in various languages.
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Samurai (update Mar25)
A downpour that didn't arrive, sporadic drops only. Foreign skies remained difficult to read for a new-comer.
The election too surprised in this one-party city-state, the expected new President only narrowly victorious. Post Offices & shops were closed.
A young, contained, neat-as-a-pin doctor named Ing was met at the library cafe. While the library itself was closed, the cafe had drawn a large crowd.
Boning up on paediatric specialisation, Ing was busy. During the chat the former tough-boy ex-offender happened along.
Alone today the man on his usual run that combined confession and raising of funds with key-rings for sale. The slight tremor of the young doc at his appearance was understandable. (Ing had chosen paediatrics over geriatrics—against the demographic here as elsewhere in the First World.)
Shortly after the chap was caught again at the corner traffic light.
Three months he had been on the program.
Man immediately understood the unspoken question, the real question behind the one that was voiced. With the rehab likely he had the compulsion to confess his sins at every opportunity.
Without hesitation he volunteered the eight year term. There had been twenty-four strokes of the cane in addition, administered over two sessions. (The law here now stipulated twelve strokes maximum at a time, in the presence of a doctor.)
Manslaughter in the course of a fight; victim got the knife in the neck.
Quickly the whole burden was divulged.
As he must have done many times previously, the chap re-enacted the event, bringing his grasping right hand down from a height onto a craned neck.
Yes, a Geylang lad. A few weeks before he had been sighted flitting under the verandas, with the same rapid movement as in his hawking among the library cafe tables.
The victim had wielded a samurai sword. (Eight years ago the same as today, it was easy to believe such weapons were brought out in the back blocks of Geylang. There had been two deaths there recently after Saturday night brawling.)
Lifting the back of his tee as pedestrians circled proved these were no idle tales.
On his lower back the long arc of a healed wound showed a descending slash left to right; a backhanded sweep for a right-handed opponent.
Late-twenties, unmarried and tattooed like the girl-friend who was on the scene earlier. The cost of living in Singapore made it difficult; there had been no sales that day.
Hopefully there had been some good hearings; usually the people at the library tables listened and often reached for their wallets.
By coincidence, a copy of The Unfettered Mind was picked up at Kinokuniya the day before. Seventeenth century letters from an old Zen master offering tuition on how to inhabit the moment, the untrammeled Zen moment. The ultimate state from which to meet one's opponent, his sword, its swing. Life itself.
Singapore 2011-25
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Batam, Indonesia (2011)
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Presidential Election
Election for the Pres. Saturday. One of the candidates came up the street off North Bridge couple of days ago waving from the passenger seat of a car. Usual bright sky-blue colours. Years ago blue was thought to be a cold colour; since the colour of reassurance. Dr. Tan. There are four candidates in the election here. Four Tans. A simple fact. Unrelated. A couple-three other prospective candidates who put their names forward failed to gain approval to run from the electoral commission. One or two of these falling over because they had not headed a corporation with an annual turnover of $100m. Pre-condition of candidacy. Corporate Singapore. How could a chap run a corporation without the experience. Fair enough.
Sunday, August 21, 2011
Satan
Friday, August 19, 2011
Literature's Meaning (update Mar25)
The Indian Sec. stopped the author in his tracks yesterday with an unexpected challenge.
Nothing could have come as more of a surprise. Back home probing of this kind had never occurred, rarely even in intimate friendship.
Being Singapore, guards stood the entrance to the three floors of Reference at the National Library on Victoria Street. In fact they manned every entry & exit point on all sixteen floors. (Interesting locales within remained for exploration: The Pod; something called The Possibility Room and The Imagination Room.)
Security guards were cheaper than tagging each and every volume, presumably. At the same time you could never overdo policing in a well-ordered, smoothly functioning polis.
A warm, sociable sort the Sec. With a little encouragement the dour look soon lightened. Near contemporary—nothing daunting in those moustaches & jowls.
Some background is needed.
As a general rule, the Indians here have been in the country a shorter time than the Hokkien & Cantonese Chinese, or the Malays of course. The history is of transported coolies, "indentured labour”, for the British plantations and infrastructure. According to official statistics, the Indians represented less than ten per cent of the population. For disadvantage and social problems, the numbers ran in the other direction.
As has been the case in a number of instances, the panama provided the opportunity for exchange. (Much benefit beyond the needed against tropical sun and rain.)
It follows you… First-up after a couple of previous encounters.
There was no difficulty developing the play.
Without the cover man passed the test: confident, positive identification, for which congratulation was needed.
Left at table while going for a pee, the man’s task was to secure the exits; &etc.
(Despite the caning in Sing. there were thieves, the newspaper regularly featuring Maid grabs for the household jewellery, bag snatching, shoplifting.)
The relationship at the Arts & Social Sciences desk developed smoothly.
A week ago the Guard had mentioned his favourite author. It had been a new development.
What might a moderately well-read English litterateur guess?...
Hmm… Fave author. Everybody had at least one.
A hint for the present case at this SG Nat. Library Ref. Desk: the author concerned was not exactly contemporary.
Let's say fetches back couple hundred years. (A little tease.)
Three guesses... Even five might be allowed.
Another clue too: not a household name in this instance. Not for the last century and half. Neither Wordsworth, nor Scott; not Tennyson or Austen.
Male. And from the generation before the last.
(One more clue too and the last. Possibly unhelpful; depending. Earlier the man, the Indian Security Guard, had mentioned an author to whom he had returned over the years.
Deepak Chopra.
At the time it had been unfortunate replying that Chopra was an Indian. A case of thinking out loud that had brought embarrassment before.
Answer to the question shortly in the paragraph below.
What in fact stopped this author in his tracks one afternoon during a longer chat at the Sec. desk was the following sharp challenge. Direct and forthright, as if a question between close bookish friends.
The challenge came after an explanation was requested upon the evident surprise at the favourite stated author.
What! No one in Australia knows?… Truly?...
Problematic describing colouring here. A flushed tone certainly passed across the brow of the Indian.
No exaggeration: a sturdy, manly presence the Guard. Direct and forthright. Moustaches, &etc.
Immediately upon this and without further ado, the man’s stabbing question like a knife in a dark alley.
What is literature to you?...
Perhaps the phrasing had been: What is the importance of literature to you?
We hardly knew each other.
Squaring shoulders beneath the uniform, chin raised. Straight as a die without exaggeration.
Average sized guy suddenly giving soldiery pose. (Nat. Service was compulsory in Sing for those without pull.)
Shoulders. Piercing eyes. Truly. No exaggeration.
Lit’s meaning?... A question without notice from an unlikely source. Bang.
More than a few Indians encountered here have been Christians. Somehow this coloured the present encounter; back-lit the scene, kinda. The earnestness involved. Illogically of course, for anyone who knew the Hindus.
The flummoxed answer returned reflected this.
…Well. Ahm…You know...Ahh. Without religion one finds other resources. Look elsewhere…Difficult question my friend to answer standing here like this…
Something of the sort blushingly returned to the son of a long line of Sepoys.
Was that too long a bow? The man had pressed pause again. Impasse of some duration.
Circumstances prevented anything further. There may have been a queue formed.
The name-card was dealt into the game. The first that had ever been owned; one that had been prepared for extended travel. Everyone had a name-card now, certainly in SG.
On the rear the dozen and one half favourite authors had been recorded in a nice font. As chance would have it, the perfect item to meet this kind of man halfway. The Indian’s earnestness had called for nothing less.
...Does the name Oliver — Gold—Smith ring any bells?
Eighteenth century was guessed right. But a poet as well as novelist in fact. Man had appeared in Johnson’s Lives of the Poets.
The particular favourite work which the Sec. had named was set for the fellow's O Levels something like 35-40 years before.
Returned to those startling pages over the years this man; not merely a fond memory. Almost certainly.
The power of literature.
Singapore and Singaporeans
Nance doesn't want to meet younger people. There is nothing to talk about with them. People her own age on the other hand, her women friends, have children, with whom they are preoccupied. Having studied overseas Nance has no friends here from university days. One friend from schooldays who makes an effort to accommodate her is Dorothy. Dorothy understands and sympathizes with Nancy. Once a fortnight or so Dorothy and Nancy catch up. Dorothy has two young children who usually remain with their grannie when Dorothy and Nancy meet. Had Nance been in luck in her marriage she would now be in a position like Dorothy.
This weekend she and Dorothy are going over the Causeway to have their haircut at Johor Bahru. It's little more than an half hour's drive and everything is so much cheaper in Malaysia. A former best friend, Angel, is too preoccupied now with her children to make time for Nancy. Angel had a bad first marriage too, with affairs on both sides. She did though have a child. Second time round she found better luck and now has two children. In earlier days the two friends had much to share.
TV. The telephone, if Nance can find someone with whom to talk. Dinner arrangements. Before bed and the following day.
Virtually every night Nance wakes at four or four thirty and can't get back to sleep. Hopelessness is overtaking her. Next month she turns thirty seven.
Nance doesn't like Singaporean men.
- You may not know Singaporean men do not like Singaporean women, she says. It is well known, she says.
And apartment prices are always on the rise. A place of Nance’s own always seems far out of reach.
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Three Black Marks
The shiner at Mr. Teh Tarik alarming. It was ghastly to behold; truly gruesome. A hard blow involved, not glancing. No possibility of covering, not that the woman tried. No avoiding her post either behind the counter serving the food. In the middle of Ramadan, the holiest month. Mr. T. T. has closed down his kitchen proper for the month and shifted to evening stalls out along the walkway. Other stalls stretched to Haig Road. Mostly food hawkers, certainly the first half. Large crowds from late afternoon, and then the evening groups at the tables. This woman wearing the ripe plum-blue shiner worked at the stall nearest Serai, right at the end. One might risk all tomorrow asking Ricky at that same counter there what it was all about. The Lenovo man, one year junior, with whom warm hail-fellow-well-met greetings had been quickly established. Big dollars willing to be wagered betting he wasn't the perpetrator. Hasn't got it in him. Early on he was in danger of losing the shirt from his back when he wanted to wager that he was the senior. Raised his Lenovo cap in acknowledgement when told. No, the oaf responsible was his burly friend, who Ricky was helping with the food stall these four weeks. (The Chinese computer software mob ordinarily, driver or some-such.) Burly a body-builder not long ago, tough guy barroom brawler. That was who swung the backhander. A punch would have killed the darling. To the wince signaled she merely gave a look of, There You Are! averted her face, turning side-on. Chatted shortly after with a friend, a woman behind the counter with her. A little smile somewhere in the later interaction, before getting away with the food parcel. Actually giving a clear, direct smile. The second or third incidence in these ten weeks in the quarter. The one last week a much older woman, well into her fifties, scaved and fully covered. The upright head she immediately lowered, going on purposefully without breaking stride. That she had been observed was taken. A flash showed. Nothing of any consequence. No business of any one else's—that's what it seemed. Not as deep or dark as the younger. The first sighting was early on, numbers of weeks ago, much less obvious, smaller affair. Years and years in the past back home, or hidden in the suburbs. Nothing of the slightest kind giving indictaion otherwise in all the interactions here witnessed day after day, night after night amongst the people. Indeed every indication in the other direction: cohesive, contented families, often extended, taking simple joys together. Harmony, order, laughter—smiles and healthy laughter. A couple of fantastic fat scarved gals a few weeks ago at Mr. T. T. sitting across from each other and finding wonderful fun together. Heavily made-up faces fetchingly rimmed by their scarves. Not schoolgirls either; well into their thirties and too many goreng pisangs (fried bananas). The brightness and largeness of their pleasure needed acknowledgement and indeed congratulation. Reader, it was duly accorded, in the best fashion that could be managed.