Zam is a Bhutanese national residing in Melbourne, Australia the last 4 or 5 years.
An Australian writer of Montenegrin origin en route to a polyglot European port at the head of the Adriatic mid-2011 shipwrecks instead on the SE Asian Equator. 12, 36, 48…80, 90++ months passage out awaited. Scribble all the while. By some process stranger than fiction, a role as an interpreter of Islam develops; Buddhism; some living Hinduism (Long story). Publication history, 2011-25: https://www.blogger.com/blog/post/edit/7584915877238815805/5174353156097766182
Monday, July 17, 2023
WARNING: Concerning Sherub Zam - Melbourne
Sunday, July 16, 2023
Out of the Wilds (May24) pub.Superpresent Mag.
published by Superpresent Magazine, Summer 2024
The House of Skulls on the road into Nis surprised the Dayak. It was not often you could relay the experience of such a visit and there could hardly be any better than a Dayak for it, of course.
Hundreds of skulls originally housed, before the souvenir hunters depleted the stock over the years. One of the great resistance leaders was still there on a high shelf, the attendant had assured. Just there, see.
A man who from earliest days knew the wilds of the Borneo jungles didn't exactly drop his jaw to the table-top hearing of such a place. There was though a light in the eyes on the other side of the table.
This was Europe we were talking. White men. Jungles and tigers were quite unnecessary. Paved roads in Nis, Southern Serbia.
Man had some kinda orientation for Serbia & Montenegro, from the last wars it seemed, even though he had been in teen years himself at the time.
Heads on stakes too, in living memory more or less. In Europe; not in prehistoric times.
To keep people out.
Nizam hadn’t needed to guess that.
A thoughtful, liberal, though firm Muslim now could understand the ingrained antipathy for the Turks, the Ottomans, through the generations.
When they went into the jungle in Nizam’s parts an hour from the Sarawak border on Borneo, they did so in large numbers, the whole community together it sounded like, youngsters included and led by the elders.
Bird calls guided their progress. A particular bird calling from one side, the left or the right, warned against further advance. After hearing it the people needed to return to their houses. There might be visitors arrived back there; possibly intruders.
The call straight ahead on the other hand encouraged advance. Onward they ventured.
They used parangs to clear the way, carefully cutting down greenery. Cutting carefully and respectfully, as there were spirits throughout the jungle.
A little cradling gesture Nizam made in the telling here. Something like cupping a butter-cup, perhaps.
When jungle was cleared for planting it was the same, gentle, delicate cutting only of what was necessary to clear.
There were spirits all through the jungle; spirits everywhere in the kampung. Behind trees, in the undergrowth, in the caves. One never wielded the parang slashing thoughtlessly.
Nizam was surprised to hear the prescribed method of slaughter for the recent Hari Raya Haji festival commemorating Ibrahim (Abraham) and Ismail (Issac), voiced by a kaffir.
Proper prayers for each individual slitting of the goat or sheep’s throat. Out of sight of the other animals waiting their turn, it was laid down. Zainuddin the Sufi had always underlined that last, too.
Every likelihood all of that was known to the Dayak Nizam, even though there was not so much animal husbandry in the jungle villages in Borneo.
At a prior meeting along the walkway at the Haig Nizam had quickly divulged the animist past. Another real animist standing before you. In Jogja a couple weeks before Adhie at the losmen had told of the passing of his paternal great uncle, the tall, imposing painter & animist. The man had walked from Jogja to Jakarta and after arriving in the capital had fallen ill, dying shortly afterward.
Adhie’s wife, Tri, had first revealed the matter in her limited English; later Adhie was consulted to confirm.
The uncle had in fact made that 350 mile trek on foot a number of times, as well as the other way, eastward to Surabaya.
This now was a living animist from the north of the Malay Archipelago who had attained a good level of English.
At the brief meeting a couple weeks before when some initial commonality was anticipated, Nizam was told of Montenegrin thatched houses in mountain kampungs; told of firewood gathering & carting, and animal herding. There operated a kind of animism there too amidst rocks, the big sky, trees and thunder, when the priest’s visits were far and few between.
Wind Nizam had added to the catalogue. Wind he had not wanted omitted.
Yes indeed. Too true. And not just wind as foe either—as a friendly presence.
There was no wind on the equator, we jointly lamented.
We were very much on the same page.
They had caves too in Borneo; Kalimantan. The maternal aunt who brought up Nizam lived over the border in Sarawak. The colonial powers had drawn lines to suit themselves all over the globe—here in the Malay world, throughout the Balkans and everywhere else.
The 200m longhouses the Wiki entry mentioned was a bit of a stretch for Nizam in his Iban region, although he did give the case of a house even in the present day holding forty families.
Double check: forty; not fourteen.
We didn't get to the old Hindu legacy on Borneo mentioned in the Wiki. Nizam had been late arriving after getting caught in the traffic a couple times. (A modern day true Dayak in a series of traffic jam...)
Twenty years Nizam had been in Singapore, still feeling himself very much an outsider. Comments had been overheard from members of the well-to-do family into which he had married.
But of all things, a Dayak.
A White outsider was news to this guy. White outsider?… Contradiction in terms. Professional white to boot. Difficult to get one’s head around.
Nizam was very light-coloured. The thick jungle again the factor. The more easily identifiable wild men of Borneo came from other communities on the island. Like Papua, there were scores of distinctly different cultures and languages on Borneo.
A White guy claiming to be more of an outsider than himself had sent the young man spinning that night. It was more than a bit rich. (On his side, the Dayak had certainly sent the White guy off.)
Further was needed. It would take some time to get a fuller picture. We had promised to meet again.
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Immersive Tripping (VR & Van G) Nov24
Van G Immersive Experience. With the VR goggles like Lloyd Bridges wore in Seahunt you duck-dive into the waters of the lake that are bathed in moon- & starlight. Explore the marine life, the seashells on the floor, reefs, stalactites and caverns. When you're done, return to the surface, shake off the water droplets like a dog and peruse the boutiques ringing the shore. Meet the denizens taking an evening stroll with their walking canes & bonnets. If you're lucky you might get an invitation to dinner, authentic tatters, turnips & a slice of bread that the host cuts from the loaf against his chest like Uncle Petar did once or twice at his kitchen table. Or that might have been cousin Jovanka, his second daughter, who prepared our supper through that winter of '81 in the house on the hill. We had potatoes, cheese, spring onion & rocket picked from the sides in the afternoon when the livestock was collected. (A young Americano cousin relishing that fare delighted Joke.) The outdoor footwear stood just inside the entry, rumpled, creased & caked in mud quite like those favoured by Vincent, more so than the shiny buckled in the stores. Here you had it all @ $39; family $66. A month or two ago the show had played at the gallery in town (the buses had advertised); currently moved north to Kuala Lumpur.
Thursday, July 13, 2023
Pleased As Punch (Jan25)
Looked like Busker Rahim was back on the wagon again. That old noggin of his had taken a battering those weeks on the juice. Couple hospital stays, with bandages that could be mistaken for a hajii songkok from a distance. Best pal Yousef had distanced himself from the Busker and returned to the orbit of Reprobate Jack, whose own drinking was always under far better control. Boy, that was special last night Jack at the table a full half hour, where he was presented with a copy of his Reprobate piece, newly minted up in the States by Mr Barthelme. A3 card print in colour, protective plastic sleeve included. ($7.) On the return from town the Haig had been searched high & low for Jack, but he was nowhere to be seen. No one had seen him that day. Then, suddenly, up he rocks to the Azhar table. Didn’t want teh; said he had eaten. The flask was only noticed later when he took a nip. After he left Jack carried his little portfolio underarm like a briefcase, in that inimitable stride of his hands behind back. Plenty of times Jack had sat like that, but never quite glowing so bright. It was really something; a little uncanny. Handsome you could have said, which surprised Jack hearing it, making him blush. When in his usual way he began with his God damn it, damn it, the line in the Rep piece was found and presented to him. Look here, Jack. Finger right on it, under the line. Jack needed to squint and bring his left into alignment. Sheet turned for the light, for best vantage. Oh! Yeah! Ha! Smiling. Subsequently another line too was pointed out following something else. Repeat. None other than himself there in print large as life! How marvellous was that. Three lavender twos in appreciation were more than fitting, when Jack himself was the one mighty appreciative, he thought. It should have been a real tenner. Idea dropped at the last moment. The author had received kosong himself, mind, Jack was informed. Usual story; not a cent for the labour. First penned five years ago as he would see, and how many times revised? (No one would believe; you couldn’t blame ‘em.) Back in his digs Jack would read it through properly, he promised. The earlier piece Mr. B had published he had kept this whole while, he assured. We were gathering a treasure trove. Rotten old wastrel. The shirts, ties & polished shoes had never inspired this particular scribe, the man well understood. Stood to reason, yep. Nodding & smiling. Word on the street, up at the Haig in the morning, at least among those less enamoured of the Jack, reported the man had been inside a long time, for molestation. Few months before Jack had told of a case brought by his ex-, when all he had done was pat her, maybe given a peck. But, no, this was no girlfriend here; this was serious molestation, Hasan in the scooter declared. Jack denied. Hasan said there were other cases pending too. Smoking—at the kopi shop table it musta been; feeding the pigeons, in plain view there at the Haig, which was very much Jack. Molestation reserve judgement. Not inside; in hospital, Jack corrected. That’s where he had been. Oh! it was mighty in there, very heaven. Bed sheets, your choice of food, a blanket. The aircon was bad. All the hospitals had it; only Tan Tok Seng had fans. Just recently he had come outta Raffles; it was good in there too. The angels hovering, especially at ICU. Hurts here, hurts there. Jack had them wrapped round his little finger, running hither & yon. Forget about virgins upstairs, right, Jack? You got ‘em there in the wards. True. Grinning. Mazing how handsome the man looked, gleaming, sculpted, unblemished. Positive stud. Skin tone, light frame, tousled dye. The missing eye was totally irrelevant, you would never have noticed. Strange. All the impressions were powerful, mounting one on top of the other, no chance to think of the camera. It wouldn’t have worked in any case, flipped him. What a blast!
Wednesday, July 12, 2023
Publication news: “These I Commend To Thee” – New World Writing Quarterly
Hallo everyone
Hope you like ‘em.
Cheers & best of the best
Pavle
Friday, July 7, 2023
Devilish Hot Stuff
Some YouT vetting system being brought in here and elsewhere in order to protect youngsters especially from harmful content. (To yesterday’s news that schools in Queensland had banned phones in class, Gab replied in his usual curt way, King Canute. Which forced some googling for the reminder.) The thought this morning footing over the grass patches at the Haig—which Li likewise sought, rather than the concrete paths—the better class of artful porn only served to drive home further for Li and others like her the woeful thoughts of deprivation being denied such ravishment. What would Auntie Helen know of all that passionate nights delivered? Wan Ling, Maureen, Doreen? Or on the male side Calvin, Busker Rahim, Cabbie Cha, to stick only to the immediate neighbourhood. Like the cloistered nuns of old, the earlier generation might have been the better for their ignorance. Now viewing these scenes—there must exist artful re-enactments that send the mind tripping—would only serve to cast the bereft into deeper spirals of depression.
Saturday, June 24, 2023
Stone Country (Aug26)
The young philosophy grad Riki from West Java, the region from where his namesake Kurniawan the writer hailed, needed to get off for his prayer. The day before it was the same, though now it was Friday.
(Interesting shared judgement on Eka K, incidentally. Despite all the fanfare, the compatriot was found to be a rather pale and suspect shadow of the magic realist masters, transposed to these other, Asian Tropics.)
Shortly after leaving the kopi shop after Riki, the gathering at the nearby masjid surprised. Two hours south of Singapore, the Friday prayer was one hour earlier—noon local time. (The fajr same, 4AM, with Nurul Huda 20m from the room in the losmen.)
Last Friday’s prayer at NH had been forgotten between times.
This kind of Friday gathering spilling out onto the pavement had been seen a number of times, not in Singapore, but up in KL, Malaysia.
There was no real mind to stop and watch, certainly not before the rows had been passed a little way. Finally, a weak impulse; the shade of a sapling providing sufficient shelter, beside a young girl on a bench.
The fear of intrusion was always a factor at places of worship, even in Christian churches. There seemed something indecent looking upon people at prayer, especially people prostrating themselves. That someone might take exception would not surprise, a bystander perhaps, as the congregation in this kind of case had their backs turned, of course.
Here numerous becak drivers remained seated in their vehicles and others continued along the street with their touting. The old fruit-seller had moved out from her usual perch to make room and sat on a bench closer to the masjid. Shoppers continued to-and-fro, numerous Indo males among them. As usual, there were no women visible among the congregants standing before the mats. Forty-five minutes later, three or four were found lacing their shoes by the entryway of the mosque, having come from indoors somewhere.
Late-comers were still arriving during the stop. It must have been 10mins past the hour. Nothing from indoors was audible on the street; almost certainly nothing by even the men closest to the entryway. This always made for an odd scene of figures standing stranded-like, heads bowed, without any order or structure apparent. Even Nurul Huda, hidden within a narrow gang, used some amplification for calls at least, if not the imam’s sermon or the prayer.
Men at the ends of rows made space for late-comers, which was not easy, as some of the latter had not brought their own mats. It seemed some kind of light, flimsy aluminium-backed sheeting was being improvised. With bags & sandals, the sheets were anchored in the breeze.
There may have been one prostration before the last three young lads arrived on the scene, with a sizeable gap before the men went down on the mats again. Three young handsome men in their twenties, who did not appear Indos, though that may have been wrong.
The body of men stretched about fifteen metres either side of the entry, heads bowed and arms crossed on their chests, hands clasping elbows, or low on the bicep. Three or four deep from the wall and in places five or six.
Among the three late-late-comers there was some hurry; very likely they had missed the first prostration. The lads came to a halt and made toward the edge of the pavement. In the gutter there drivers waited in their becaks and others by them in their fancy horse-drawn carriages.
A quick scan failed to find Riki the Phil student among the congregants. Many of the men were of his age, in their late twenties, with lesser number older. The haircuts and colour of the three late-comers suggested they might be from elsewhere.
Along the edge of the tiled pavement speckled spheres of composite concrete with a glazed finish stood in a row. These barriers against motorbikes and becaks had been added in the recent civic beautification. There was no more broken tiling along Malioboro, no more volcanic ash or refuse. The former crowded street stalls had all been moved into new quarters in a number of locales, close behind the shop-row. The colourful becaks that had long been a feature here had been cut back by perhaps more than half. With less hustle and movement the scene had lost a degree of charm.
One of the chief candidates in the forthcoming presidential election was the governor of Western Java, who was an architect. In Bandung some of the civic space that had been created had produced a favourable impression.
The baubles on Malioboro measured about 500mm in diameter, often serving as seating and photographic staging posts. Unobjectionable, though not especially inspired.
By a couple of these rounds along that section of pavement near the mosque there stood half-filled plastic water or tea containers, left possibly by members of the congregation.
In the quick it was unclear what the three were doing stopped by the stones.
One was washing his hands, it seemed at first, from waters or liquids taken from somewhere.
The lad was clasping & folding his hands together. A companion beside him was bent at the stone rounds. Another, the third, began patting the stones.
One of the threesome began caressing the stone, beginning at its top and then along either side.
Having swiped over a good portion of the rounded stone, this man brought his hands up to his face and made as if washing…
The cheeks were first pretend-cleansed, then brows, neck and finally behind the ears.
Beside him at the stone one back his companion was beginning the same.
Glazed and gleaming a little, the stone would be far from clean, sitting there by the traffic. The grime might not have been visible and perhaps the young men did not feel any on their hands.
There had not been any water sprinkled over the stone. Becak drivers and stall-holders often turned aside from their places to wash their hands from water bottles. These young men at the Friday sermon had not brought any provisions, neither water for their ablutions, nor mats their prostrations.
One could never possibly imagine a more inspired improvisation.
The prayers could not be undertaken without the carefully established protocol. Step-by-step the procedure was encoded, in either the Qur’an, or one of the reliable Hadiths.
The onlooker in this instance very nearly broke into hosannahs on the spot. No exaggeration.
A man hailing from a country of stone, stunning white karst that hurt the eye in early Spring, — perhaps a reader could understand.
Yogyakarta, 2023