Wednesday, April 30, 2025

Psychotherapy (Skopje)

 

En route to the Biblioteka on Bulevar Partizanski, the contemporary anxiety was signed on an entry to the flats above. 




Below in the print shop a sample tee on a rack provided context.

(The old Partizans commemorated on the main street certainly would not have allowed.)



NB. Unfortunately, in the reproduction here the script is illegible.

The graffiti in a carmine red reads—

PEOPLE 
 SCARE
    ME

And inside the store the sample printing on the tee is supposed to be hipster kool:

Blow Jobs 
 Are Jobs 
     Too







Biblioteka - Skopje (April26)


Chap downstairs directed up at the Municipal Library beside the Architecture U, in Skopje. At the counter on the first floor a younger woman took the passport; took 5-6 minutes for the necessaries, before the card was issued. Down again, chap again sliding his perspex. The card was handed over, details entered in a ledger with the yellow, blue topped BIC we had used in school. Numbered tag, plastic-sealed 37, a thin keyring attached. With that the chap came around into the hall, now much taller than in the chair. Two gaps in his upper incisors either side failed to tarnish his confidence. Some attempted jocularity fell flat, only the last venture about the availability of rakija raising a smile. The escort showed the door of a room diagonally opposite (there were three or four others), behind which small laminate tables were arranged in rows like in the crowded schoolrooms of the ’60s. A good sprinkling of quiet young students scattered, couple seniors and females predominating. No. 37 sat pretty well slap-bang marooned in that flotilla, rickety and less than auspicious. Tall leafy trees outside the window, the quiet and calm that reigned only disturbed by the noisy door in & out. Monthly MKD100 / AU$1:20 couldn’t be argued. The assigned desk was for the duration, but we would soon see about that, stiff soldiery posture out there, or no.

 

 

 


 


 

 

Tuesday, April 29, 2025

Rampaging Al (Skopje) - Mar26

 


It needed to be gotten down. The matter quickly slipped otherwise after the first 5 -10 minutes acclimatising back on the street. Prior to that passing-by, one reels, skitters, mutters and shakes the head. An onlooker would wonder to themselves, especially given the fine panama.

It was the gigantism first of all around the river, and then the proliferation in reduced form radiating out into the inner ring. The heroic items were the worst offenders, none more so than Big Al on his rearing steed in the centre of the main plaza. That landmark stood in gargantuan bulk, raised highest toward the clouds in the middle of a ceaseless fountain, with 3 - 4 dozen gushing spouts. Other spouts issued from seven lions arranged on the perimeter, likewise outsize.

The chocolate coating meant this could not be bronze, but some kind of amalgam.

When Frane back in Melbourne was sent a pic as a tease the man was made to wonder. Precisely the same galloping steed with the great Croat statesman / lawmaker whatnot Jelaćić mounted graced central Zagreb, according to Frane. For some reason the colouring of the red & white North Macedonian flag on a pole in the middle distance did not transmit properly in the mail.

Where are you? Where is this? Where did you get Maxim Gorki? (Sent in a follow-up pic.)

Big Al brandishing his long sword, reins comfortably in the left. Little wonder the conquest of half the known world in quick time back then, judging from this example.

The terrible earthquake that levelled Skopje occurred in 1963. God forbid should any kind of second follow; the crash of big Al on the plaza outside the Marriott Hotel alone would register on the Richter.

Father Phil stood on the other side of the Vardar, the old Stone Bridge leading directly. While not quite matching his son’s tonnage, Phil too was something.

Understandably, there was daylight between the pair of giants and the lesser other roundabout. Cyril & Methodius were approximately two-thirds size. Then fighters from the wars against the Turks, martyrs, statesman, lawgivers and lesser known notables. Some church fathers otherwise. (Some of the IDs had slipped from the pedestals and many had never been specified.)

Golly! A painter clutching three brushes against the pallet on his chest was discovered near the Archeological Museum. Unnamed. Possibly locals would know.

Maternal wonders near Phillip occupied another large fountain, one heavily pregnant. The ladies all comfortably seated was pretty clearly revisionist history, as the Macedonians were no better than the Montenegrins. It was well-known the menfolk traditionally mounted the donkeys, while the women carted the firewood, water, &etc.

Stone Bridge was the oldest river crossing, rebuilt on the same foundations numerous times over the centuries. In its centre electric young gypsies thrashed small drums that carried hundreds of metres, well past Alex on one side and into the fortress on the other. Sometimes the gypsy seniors gathered in passing and put on what appeared impromptu dances, simply taken by the rhythm.

As the days passed and further crossings were made, the fuller picture emerged. The clear hint was given on the bridges and their flanks. All along the pieces were of the precise same size, produced in the same factory at the same time, by special order. Dating from around thirty years ago was the initial guess. Mid-90s, shortly after the collapse of the Second Yugoslav Federation. (The Royalist was the first, formed at the same time as the Czechoslovak union.)

After the fragmentation and the hurried nation-building, Macedonia, Croatia, Slovenia and all the others were in need of new / old symbols fitted for current requirements. Along the waters of the Vardar in Skopje and over the pedestrian bridges in particular, the civic spaces were thickly filled. Copiously indeed. No stone had been left unturned.

With the decision for such numbers, the task became unique, individual expressions, character-defining gestures and postures. Here every effort was made: the contemplative chin clasp, the hand on heart, half akimbo, behind the back. The stretched oratorical arm; crossed in front; head confidently upraised; bowed. Concerns of State predominated.

Abstracted, turned aside statesman were reserved for the bridge leading to the Public Prosecutor’s Office. The Archaeological Museum gathered the earlier eras, classical & Roman / Renaissance.

By some good fortune, the old Stone Bridge had been left completely unadorned. There had been some curbing there; someone of the committee had eloquently spoken and carried the day against the prevailing opinion.

The Great Al and his dad the other side could not be crowded with helots either. Again someone had insisted on the point and held out. Amidst all the rest of it that was a signal accomplishment.

The Archeological Museum & the Public Prosecutor’s Office was split by the  Electrical Communication Agency, where an Adonis and his companion clutching a dove to her breast flanked the entry doors. (Foreign Affairs was one further on.) All three buildings were instant classics, commissioned and built at the same time as the statuary. Sixty-five or seventy feet the columns of the Archeological rose, closely spaced.

The other pedestrian bridge leading to the PP gathered only suits and mostly half-length coats, some removed and slung. The pieces here were more recently produced, with only faint oxidisation. All the figures on the Archeol Bridge were covered by green smears.

The dating turned out wrong; the notice on the Archeological bridge showed 2012 construction.

Returning to the Bridge of Civilizations in Macedonia, the dating turned out a year later. Either its statuary had been commissioned some time earlier, or else the patina had been added for authenticity.

On the streets stood the more common urban sculpture. A classic bearded mendicant (homeless, the tag added) could have been confused with one of the more modest church fathers. Musicians were gathered on the corner near the Art Hotel, where a room had been taken after a slog from the railway station. Included among these was a jolly drunk with raised bottle. Near the smiling shoe shine down on his stool on Makedonija a real one had set-up shop. The brash, confident gal striding with head flung back chatting to an intimate on her phone would likely become the first target of the art terrorist cell.

 






Saturday, April 19, 2025

Unfathomable (published by Citron Rev)



Sitting by the radio during the war must have been something similar, premier dan here in his pressers a kind of churchill delivering the somber news while attempting to give some hope. Many months now routinely recording the daily totals of infections, tests conducted, ICUs & ventilators. Deaths have been rare here at least, a number of months ago the last, though the age cohort was getting younger. Hiroshima Day passed without a single mention of any kind; years now it had been falling away. Finally this morning the Progressive carried a feature. A couple of days ago a young magpie up above the medical centre opposite the station was flinging itself against the dark glass of the windows on the upper storey. Paused at the gates with the trains, it was watched repeatedly launching from the top of the balcony rail again and again into the reflected trees and sky. Not a bad metaphor right now. A few mornings ago a sudden fevered phantasmagloria resulted in a spurt which reached onto the middle of the chest and the rolled up tee. How long it had been for anything remotely comparable; fitting in the season of record-breaking gold in Tokyo. Vashti up in Sing used to laughingly remark on the filling of the cup on withdrawals; memorably, the gal had once swiped her finger over the bellybutton and licked clean. It was 2kms to the river; down to the point a little over the 5k limit. The cop shop that sat a few hundred metres before was passed every day on the circuit. That last stretch around the point and behind the football ground that completed the arc needed to be taken for the sunlit container ships and tankers. Since our little ceremony at the fishing village a stop there was needed, the bike stood against the concrete mound and a seat taken on the weathered old bench. There were only ever a few pelicans now in the afternoons, more gulls and occasional ducks. For some reason the swans rarely ventured there, keeping further up the creek and out along the mangroves toward the beach. Over fifty years ago the group of huts had been stumbled upon after a walk down Maddocks Road from Chika Matija and Teta Vukica’s rented place. Childless and aged, those two oldies hadn’t known how to host a young boy, leaving him to wander off over the rail-line and down to the water. A few years before we had been taken in our boarder Domenic’s jeep over to the beach for an outing; prior to that there had never been any hint of our proximity to the waterfront. Split from his wife and son, Dom had felt pity for us deprived orphans always corralled at home. The walk along the pier that day had produced secret tremor because of Bab’s shocking tears not long before at news of the death of her father. The poor woman had had no one better with whom to share her grief than her young son. Relentless waves lapping under our feet below the pier stretched out into wide, immeasurable distance, the volume of water holding the dome above difficult to comprehend. The visit to Williamstown with Domenic gave some sense of the larger world; gave bearings too for Grandfather Rade’s fate. At that age sitting at the kitchen table with the Par Avion red & blue checked envelope mother held in hand, Grandad’s throwing himself off the pier over the other side of the world was not conveyed. That information would come many years later, and not from Bab herself. The winter greatcoat, the bloated body fished out, the tears of the other daughter over there, in front of whose house that pier sat. Earlier the old man, having recently become incontinent and treated roughly by his daughter-in-law, had sought a place to stay with the third sister up on the hill, where the upper storey windows had been his initial intention, they surmised afterward. The fishing village was protected from the waves by a spit of land and another couple of barriers that had been erected, large tractor tyres laid in a row and a couple of concrete bulwarks. Enough protection was there to keep the worst of those fathomless depths and the battering tide at bay. We had spread Al’s ashes from the little dock a few weeks before, where the ripples went over all the way to the wide horizon and further back in memory. 

 

 

                                                                                                                                  Melbourne



NB. Published by Citron Review, March 2022


https://citronreview.com/2022/03/21/unfathomable/








Wednesday, April 9, 2025

Coming Through Slaughter

 

How many of these Africans are refugees here? Like in Melbourne, few look it. Sub-Continental labourers likewise. The first newsreports from many years ago, which often featured Eritreans, ought have prepared; yet against geography, their presence seemed more odd than in Australia. Is it the great strength of the survivor after the ordeal? Dauntlessness, unable to be intimidated, come what may? Sub-Continental foreign workers in Singapore carried themselves similarly.

Monastiraki, Athens